My Arranged Marriage Husband Found My BDSM Profile. Instead of Divorce, He Asked for the Safeword.
CULTURE
The "Good Girl" Unlocked
Mera naam Anjali hai, ya, woh naam hai jo mere shaadi ke card par chhap chuka tha. Main ek typical 'acha ladki' thi – B. Com, ghar ka kaam, aur arranged marriage. Rahul se shaadi hui thi. Woh IT mein tha, bada shareef, aur har cheez 'normal' chahta tha. Humari sex life? Teen minute ka missionary, aur phir hum dono alag-alag karwat lekar so jaate the. Mujhe ghutan hoti thi. Aisa lagta tha jaise main ek 24-saal ki jawaan ladki nahi, 60 saal ki budhiya hoon.
Toh maine doosra rasta chuna. Raat ko, sabke sone ke baad, main ek BDSM community forum par apni fantasies likhti thi. Mera wahan naam tha 'SubmissivePrincess'. Main likhti thi ki kaise mujhe rope se bandhna pasand hai, kaise mujhe thappad achhe lagte hain, aur kaise main ghutne par baithkar kisi ko ‘Sir’ bolna chahti hoon. Woh mera safe space tha.
Ek raat, main jaldi so gayi. Laptop khula reh gaya. Subah uthi toh dekha Rahul mere bagal mein nahi tha. Main darr gayi. Jab main neeche aayi toh woh dining table par baitha tha, mere laptop ke saath. Usne bina kuch kahe, screen meri taraf ghumaya. Screen par mera forum ka profile khula tha: SubmissivePrincess.
Mera saans atak gaya. Meri puri duniya hil gayi. Divorce? Badnaami? Main rone wali thi ki usne bahut dheere se, aur ek ajeeb aawaz mein, jo uski kabhi nahi thi, pucha, "Tumhara Safeword kya hai?"
Main sunn ho gayi. Yeh woh Rahul nahi tha.
Maine dhyaan se dekha. Uske chehre par gussa nahi tha, ek ajeeb chuppi thi. Usne phir pucha, "Agar yeh real hai... aur main tumhara Master banna chahun... toh tumhara Safeword kya hoga?"
Maine sirf teen shabd bole: "Laal. Amrood. Mithai."
Uss raat se sab badal gaya. Usne forum padha, usne seekha. Woh pehle thoda ajib tha. Jab usne pehli baar mujhe halke se paddle kiya, toh uske haath kaamp rahe the. Par maine uski aankhon mein dekha aur bola, "Aur tez, Sir. I need it."
Usne uss raat meri rani wali chaadar utaar di aur mujhe rakhel bana diya. Ab humara bedroom mera dungeon hai. Jab woh office se aata hai, toh woh ‘pati’ nahi, mera ‘Master’ hota hai. Woh door lock karta hai, mujhe ghutne par laata hai, aur mere peeche woh paddle maarta hai jo maine kal hi online mangwaya tha.
Humari shaadi ab zyada mazboot hai. Kyunki humne uss darwaze ko khola hai jise sabse zyada chupaya jaata hai. Jab main bandhi hui hoti hoon aur woh mujhe command karta hai, tab main sach mein Anjali hoti hoon. Yeh woh sach hai jo ‘acha ladki’ wali dress ke neeche chhipa hua tha.