Boyfriend Aur Uska Dost: Jab Teen Ki Hawas Mili, Tab Maza Aaya
EDUCATION
Main hamesha se ‘vanilla’ thi. Boyfriend, Sameer, aur main do saal se the. Stable, boring, aur bilkul predictable. Sex bhi wahi Sunday night ritual tha, jismein passion kam aur formality zyada hoti thi.
Lekin andar hi andar, mere dimag mein hamesha ek gandi baat chalti rehti thi – teen. Main Sameer ko kabhi batati nahi thi, kyunki Indian ladkiyan aisi baat seedhe-seedhe nahi karti. Par Sameer ko meri aankhon mein dikh jaata tha. Ek raat, usne directly poocha, "Tujhe kabhi kisi teesre ke saath try karna hai?"
Mera dil zor se dhadka. Maine bola, "Paagal ho kya? Kaun hoga woh teesra?"
Phir aaya hamara weekend trip Manali. Humara college friend, Raghav, wahan already tha. Raghav. Tall, beefy, aur uski aankhon mein hamesha ek chamak rehti thi jo Sameer ko halka sa uncomfortable karti thi. Raghav aur Sameer mein hamesha ek underlying competition rehta tha – padhai mein, looks mein, aur shayad ab mere upar bhi.
Pahadon ki thandi hawa, teen peg vodka shot. Hum teeno ek cabin mein the. Humne hansi-mazaak mein baatein shuru ki, par baatein jaldi hi ‘dirty talk’ mein badal gayi. Raghav mujhe ghoor raha tha, aur Sameer us ghoorne ko allow kar raha tha. Yeh power game mujhe bohot pasand aa raha tha.
Raghav ne mere haath ko touch kiya. Maine Sameer ki taraf dekha. Usne bas aankh maari. Signal clear tha. Aaj rule tootenge.
Rafta Rafta, maahol garam hota gaya. Pehle Sameer ne mujhe kiss karna shuru kiya, jismein ek naya josh tha. Woh kiss karte hue mujhe Raghav ke paas dhakel raha tha. Raghav ne bina koi sharam kiye, mere jism ko explore karna shuru kar diya. Uska touch rough tha, jaise woh apna haq jata raha ho.
Jab Sameer ne mere kapde utare, toh Raghav sirf dekh nahi raha tha. Usne Sameer ko hata kar, mujhe apni goad mein uthaya aur bedroom ki taraf chal diya. Mujhe lag raha tha jaise main koi trophy hoon jise do shikaari jeet chuke hain.
Bed par woh teesra aana ek alag hi experience tha. Sameer ka pyaar aur Raghav ki hawas, dono ek saath. Meri body par do pairs of hands the, har inch ko touch kar rahe the. Main Sameer ki taraf dekhti, uski aankhon mein ownership aur excitement ka mix dikhta. Woh yeh dekh kar khush tha ki uska dost uski bandi ko chhoo raha hai. Yeh Cuckold jaisa nahi tha, yeh ownership ka ultimate proof tha.
Jab woh dono ek saath mujh par the... woh feeling unreal thi. Main dono ke beech mein fansi hui thi, unki garmi aur paseene ki smell, aur mere jism se nikal rahi aawazein. Main pehli baar itna zor se chilla rahi thi. Raghav ka gussa aur Sameer ka control, jab yeh dono mujh mein utar rahe the, I lost all sense of morality or shame.
Hum teen ghante tak ussi haalat mein the. Teen logon ki energy, jo ek doosre se takra rahi thi. Woh sirf sex nahi tha, woh ek animalistic ritual tha.
Jab hum thak kar gire, toh Raghav ne mere sir par kiss kiya aur Sameer ne uske kandhe par haath rakha. Wahan koi jealousy nahi thi, sirf ek shared secret aur ek naya bond.
Us raat ke baad, main badal gayi. Woh vanilla ladki marr chuki thi. Ab mujhe pata chal gaya tha ki mere jism ki asli power kya hai. Yeh do logon ko ek saath control kar sakti hai. Ab Sameer aur main pehle se zyada close hain, aur humne woh raat phir se repeat ki hai, kai baar. Aur har baar, woh teesra banda alag hota hai. Kyunki main ab sirf ek ki nahi reh sakti.
Aur sach kahun toh, ismein jo mazaa hai, woh duniya ki kisi bhi cheez mein nahi hai.
CONFESSION END